My Appetite

I just want to be alone.

My night was overly stressed. I got too much on mind and its been bothering me lately. I’m at the point in my life where I don’t know exactly what I want and where I’m heading. For now, living in the moment has been fun but I think it’s time to get things done.

I’ve got too many goals and things on my bucket list that I want to pursue. Instead I’ve been just going with the flow. It’s easier that way but there’s no moral to it. In the end you’re stuck at the same place wondering when you’ll get there. It’s because I never actually took the steps to get there. I would start but never finish or give up easily. I know I’m capable of finishing a goal if I put my mind to it and stay on that path till I’ve accomplished what was intended in the first place.

There’s just been too many worries in the world that I got on my mind. The “what ifs” which never happened yet I fear for the worst. I know I shouldn’t worry or think about what’s going to happen next. I should just do it, trial and failure is the best way to go. I’m just now realizing that and you can grow on from there. “At first if you don’t succeed, try again” I never really took sentiment of this quote but now that I think about it, it makes sense when other people actually do it. That’s because they kept going and didn’t give up after one try. Pushing yourself is one of the main aspects to get what you want. This time around I’m going to accomplish most things on my list. I’m not just saying it, I’m honestly going to do it.

I just noticed the audio in the video is faster than the video itself. Wtf