Why do I feel like I’m being taking advantage of?
Friends? I need to draw a line somewhere. They can’t always rely on one person all the time even if it is the same person.
Money, I would appreciate if you would stop depending on me for food and basically anything that you crave for. I work hard for my money. I would also like to spend it wisely and not carelessly. I’m grown, independent, and responsible. I have many things to care about besides your needs.
You also need to get a job and take care of yourself. You’re not going anywhere and you’re stuck in the same place. I hope you get out soon cause its not a pretty sight. Hope you can return and make up all the favors I did for you. If anything, it would suck if I was never appreciated for what I done for you..
It’s been awhile..
Work has played its role in my life. It has taken away my social life, sleep and even my goals. School has been out of the picture lately. I really want to go back but I feel as if I can’t handle all the pressure from work and school. I tried it once but I failed.
Sleep is something that I don’t have enough of. Ever since they had me doing graveyard shifts a while back I got used to staying up and being nocturnal. I figured I have insomnia. I turned to sleeping pills which didn’t work but now I found something that kind of helps. It’s called Melatonin. It’s a sleeping vitamin that I been using for the past several weeks. It works wonders but I wish it helped me get back on my regular sleeping schedule.
Lastly, I hardly get to see my friends. Special events, parties and small gatherings. I always miss them because I am always working most of the time. 6 days a week and only 1 day off. They are killing me but I am putting up with it hoping that it will change back soon.
Autumn Model Contest
If you could please take time out of what you’re doing and do this for me. Please vote for me. This could be a jump start to my modeling career. So far I have auditions for many roles in Seattle but I never got a call back. Just stop what you’re doing and click the link below. I would appreciate it so much if you vote. Thank you guys. :)
Passion takes it toll.
So I’m finally taking my dreams into action. I got my appointment for the Art Institute of Seattle today. I’m hoping I do get accepted because I can’t stand just having a job. I want a career. Also this would be something new to me, going to school for the one thing I love and want to do. Graphic Design.
INspired.
I always wanted a night to just chill and draw. I need to get back to drawing though. I haven’t touch my sketch book since I got a job.
Last.FM is officially my favorite! Good music right when you need it!
Makes Me Think
Tonight a customer comes and ask about the menu but little did I know, it turned into a conversation. He actually made me think. He told me to think about my parents and what they did for me. They may not need me now but later they will when they’re old. He said moving out is a bad choice because you don’t know what the outcomes and results may be. I’m young now and I only care about myself which surprised me cause that is true. What touched me the most is he said when they’re gone you’re going regret it because anything can happen. So he told me to tell my parents I love them everyday. Even if you do have your ups and down. They’ll appreciate it cause once they’re gone..they’ll be happy knowing that they raised someone who cared.
